How Can I Lift A Curse Put On Me For Life?by My Mother And Grandmother 49 Years Ago.?

This may be long But Please it will explain things.
My own mother never wanted me. Her step dad told me she went to a backwoods country doctor to get an abortion when she found out she was pregnant. She tried to kill me after I was born. I had spinal miningitus and a viral infection in my blood at 2 months old. I was in the hospital with a 107 degree fever. I was in an oxygen tent and and ice pack for 14 days. My grandfather made her take me to the hospital and she told him she wished I would DIE. And she never came back until the day I was released. He made her come get me. My sisters were paid to try to get rid of me. They gave me Beach in a glass and told me it was Lemonade. I was 4 at the time. I got very sick and again grandpa made her take me to the doctor. She told me when I was 7 she hated me WISHED ME DEAD. Said as long as I was alive she would see I was never HAPPY. Because I had ruined her life. When I was 16 she made me get married just to get me out of the house. He was great for about 6 months then he started abusing me. After 3 years and 11 month we divorced. And I met another man. And for 2 years I was Happy until I made the mistake and introduced him to my family. And his family has abused me ever since. He tells his Brother and his dad and step mother all kinds of crap, and his mom and step dad all kind of crap. And I am not even allowed at any of their homes any more. He sneeks of to see them when I am not with him. I sit at home 24 hours a day. I am made to watch our grandchildren for FREE. He gave my truck to our son so I have nO way to go any place. Because I told him I wanted to leave him one day. And he told me if I ever left he would hunt me down like a dog and make my life a living HELL.Just like my mother told him to do. She died in 1996 but still Haunts me today. With things she told people about me. Everytime I try to do something to be happy it Blows up in my face. We traded off our piece of Junk car for a better truck it Quit 6 days later and we got the Junk car back. I had a nice Ford Explorer and my husband Just gave it to our Son. He has a 1996 Pick up But it will not make it to his job so my husband lets him drive my truck. His wife is causing trouble in my marriage by telling her sister How abusive I am to My husband and so Her sister is Chasing my husband now. And they had one affair about 7 years ago. But he found out how much of a piece of trash she was. And says he does not want anything else to do with her. But he sees her everyday. They have a 7 year old little girl And I refuse to baby sit her. I have tried everything to be HAPPY But my mothers Curse just keeps coming back to Haunt me. I have tried winning money to get out of my living conditions. I have tried the lottery, tried different jobs. But now my health will not let me work. Between my Degenerative bone disease, Depression, and Fibromyalgia. I am unable to stand on my feet more than 20 minutes at a time. and sitting over 30 minutes my back has spasms and my legs go numb or my hands and arms start tingling. I can not even go to the Doctor about the time I get the bills jugled so I can go to the doctor he realizes we got money and he trades off the vehicle or gives the money to our son. I jsut want to be happy in my life. I even went and got baptized thinking that would help only to be shunned by the people in church. We would walk in the door of the CHurch and people in the Congregation would walk the other way to avoid speaking to us. We were never even given the teaching before we were baptized. I always thought the preacher spoke with you prior to getting clensed. But we were given a date told to bring extra clothes and took before the whole church dunked and told to change and rejoin the service. Just like that. It was done they gave us a piece of paper with the date and said we were now baptized and never another word mentioned. Now we don’t even attend church. We meet the people in public and they don’t even speak to us.